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Well, last year today, there was this. And last year around this period the-girl-formerly-known-as-Ebbii, who promised to help me run Fusion, suddenly decided she didn't like me anymore and pulled out of the two RPs she had with me and defriended me without giving a reason (when the night before we were chatting happily over AIM). Which caused a lot of grief and trauma (for me. I don't think she felt anything) which I won't go into.

This year today, I see two resignations, which is fine, but WHAT IS IT WITH PEOPLE WHO FAIL TO CONTACT THE MOD FIRST? Because, you know, JUST AS A SHOW OF RESPECT?

And sometimes I think, why do I even bother? There were 3 mods to Fusion, 2 of whom have basically ditched (Lina I don't blame, she was forced into it in the first place). So now there's just one of me. Which is fine if the other mod doesn't still phantomly appear every now and then and I don't get people like Ebbii who promised to help and then disappear from my life.

I bother because, of course, I love Fusion and I love the people who are making it work. It's just that, every now and then, I sit and think, why?