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Sep. 26th, 2004 11:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pez1. Habbi Burfday to ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-syndicated.gif)
lexarose~
2. Don't think I'll be on MSN today. Am stuck to the PS2.
3. There are actually one or two people I'd like to get to know better... and although I might be on their flist, I don't really get to know them very much - my being on their flist is for the convenience of them reading my random crack/plushie post, I think, more than anything else. Some of these people are friends with my friends, or have talked to me once or twice over LJ... but... perhaps that's as far as it can go. But I don't know why. Sometimes I think they like me, but I don't know why I'm not on their already 100+ strong flist (does it hurt to add another person, I know you aren't close to half of those people anyway) or why, if I'm already on their flist, they always post to stronger filters... feels like... I think it goes back to me wondering why people find me difficult to approach or even scary on the net. Adding to them there are people who express that they like me but don't consider letting me know them a good idea. Sometimes I think it's like high school drama: "oh you're friends with her? I don't want to be friends with you anymore." and I wonder if it's really like that. But I don't really think I've made enemies... or am I too "uncool"? Or the fact that I don't call everyone "wifey" *shivers* makes me not worth their attention? Or is it simply because I post so much they just skip over my entries anyway until they spot an LJ-cut that promises photos?
4. Atobe, here I come!
lexarose~2. Don't think I'll be on MSN today. Am stuck to the PS2.
3. There are actually one or two people I'd like to get to know better... and although I might be on their flist, I don't really get to know them very much - my being on their flist is for the convenience of them reading my random crack/plushie post, I think, more than anything else. Some of these people are friends with my friends, or have talked to me once or twice over LJ... but... perhaps that's as far as it can go. But I don't know why. Sometimes I think they like me, but I don't know why I'm not on their already 100+ strong flist (does it hurt to add another person, I know you aren't close to half of those people anyway) or why, if I'm already on their flist, they always post to stronger filters... feels like... I think it goes back to me wondering why people find me difficult to approach or even scary on the net. Adding to them there are people who express that they like me but don't consider letting me know them a good idea. Sometimes I think it's like high school drama: "oh you're friends with her? I don't want to be friends with you anymore." and I wonder if it's really like that. But I don't really think I've made enemies... or am I too "uncool"? Or the fact that I don't call everyone "wifey" *shivers* makes me not worth their attention? Or is it simply because I post so much they just skip over my entries anyway until they spot an LJ-cut that promises photos?
4. Atobe, here I come!
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Date: 2004-09-26 10:48 pm (UTC)Maybe these people with massive lists feel theyre already pushing it when they can barely read the ones they have already. I wouldnt take it personally.
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Date: 2004-09-26 10:51 pm (UTC)High school drama should be left in high- actually, no, it shouldn't even be in high school. Er, that wasn't the point of what I was trying to say. I think I just wanted to say that whoever does that whole, "I won't be friends with you if you are friends with her," shtick, is a loser.
#4 sounded dirty to my pervy mind XD
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Date: 2004-09-26 10:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-26 11:06 pm (UTC)Also, sankyuu for the birthday wishes! *cuddles*
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Date: 2004-09-26 11:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-26 11:54 pm (UTC)>< And I TRIED getting MSN onto my computer but the OS was too old. So I'll have to wait until I can do an upgrade before I can start talking to you and get to know you better. This is seriously the only reason why I haven't talked to you much.
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Date: 2004-09-27 05:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-27 07:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-27 11:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-27 10:13 pm (UTC)Although I do admit I barely post comments in your journal (mainly because I'm a boring person and don't want to bore you to death ^^;;)