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Mar. 24th, 2003 11:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pezIt's revision time again.
I feel like I've learned nothing this year, and I'm sure as hell I'm going to fail or at least do shit in the exams. My dad's going to have another go at me, or probably disown me.
I've never felt so demotivated about my studies in my life. But for the last few months it's just been shit, and everybody in my class agrees. I don't want to study anymore, and I don't want to do civil engineering. It just makes me feel stupid and useless. I don't see what good it's all coming to, and it's just so bloody depressing.
It's probably just because of the shit course that I'm not enjoying. Whenever I think of civil stuff again, I just wanna scream.
And I'm supposed to revise. What am I gonna do?
I feel like I've learned nothing this year, and I'm sure as hell I'm going to fail or at least do shit in the exams. My dad's going to have another go at me, or probably disown me.
I've never felt so demotivated about my studies in my life. But for the last few months it's just been shit, and everybody in my class agrees. I don't want to study anymore, and I don't want to do civil engineering. It just makes me feel stupid and useless. I don't see what good it's all coming to, and it's just so bloody depressing.
It's probably just because of the shit course that I'm not enjoying. Whenever I think of civil stuff again, I just wanna scream.
And I'm supposed to revise. What am I gonna do?
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Date: 2003-03-25 03:21 pm (UTC)hon, I know how you feel. Take a serious break and then come back to it - having work you hate fired at you from all angles is awful :( But having a few days just for you might help :)