THIS IS HOW THE FIC WILL END.

[pez]

I am writing a fic that is currently 3500 words long and should have ended 3500 words ago. Why am I even writing it, I ask myself. (The answer is: I just want to write the final scene.) Why is every fic I write a bit worse than the previous one, I ask myself. (The answer is: suckage needs no explanation.) Why are my D1 so un-D1-like, I ask myself. (The answer is: they're tricking me.)

(I'm so good at blaming everyone and everything else.)

Contemplating trimming down the flist. It's not something I usually talk about, I kinda just go and hit defriend rather than make a post giving reasons/telling people to say aye. But there are people who I comment to every now and then, but they don't reply to my comments or comment on my entries. That's saying something, right? I should take the hint and bugger out of people's lives, hmm?

Turning attention back to work. And fic. Oh fic, why don't you just self-destruct?

Comments

[crystalusagi.livejournal.com]

I know exactly how you feel. Did I mention my fic is back to zero words (AGAIN)? Aadsljafifj *stabs at things* This is still all Yagyuu's fault somehow.

I have people like that, and I think it may mostly be my fault, since I post so little, and about so much nothingness. But I keep thinking "What if I become active again and want to talk to them?" Because I'm a pack-rat when it comes to people or something? It's always a bit sad to defriend someone you never really got to know all that well. It's like letting go of the chance to become closer.

*rambles* Can you tell I'm trying to procrastinate? XD

Don't give up on fic! =D