THIS IS HOW THE FIC WILL END.

[pez]

I am writing a fic that is currently 3500 words long and should have ended 3500 words ago. Why am I even writing it, I ask myself. (The answer is: I just want to write the final scene.) Why is every fic I write a bit worse than the previous one, I ask myself. (The answer is: suckage needs no explanation.) Why are my D1 so un-D1-like, I ask myself. (The answer is: they're tricking me.)

(I'm so good at blaming everyone and everything else.)

Contemplating trimming down the flist. It's not something I usually talk about, I kinda just go and hit defriend rather than make a post giving reasons/telling people to say aye. But there are people who I comment to every now and then, but they don't reply to my comments or comment on my entries. That's saying something, right? I should take the hint and bugger out of people's lives, hmm?

Turning attention back to work. And fic. Oh fic, why don't you just self-destruct?

Comments

[dshae47.livejournal.com]

They're tricking me too. :(

(Hahaha, and I've been telling myself that my wanting to scrap everything and start from scratch must be a GOOD SIGN... COPING MECHANISMS FTW sob)

PS. Am I one of those people? If I am, nooooo don't cut me, I love reading your LJ even if I keep to myself most of the time. I'll comment more often if that bothers you.

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

:(

(Keep going! Just tarundoru it!)

Luckily the one I'm writing is not for the exchange (I FINISHED THE EXCHANGE FIC *dances*), so there won't be a severely disappointed recipient.

Noooooo. I meant people who ignore my comments on their LJ and ignore my LJ too.

[dshae47.livejournal.com]

(You're right... TARUNDORU -_-)

Oh hahaha. I'm trying to put off worrying about my recipient's feelings until I really finish it. Once I have finished, I'll... just... have to pray to the Gods of Beta Reading not to go easy on me and work a miracle for me. Or something XD. I thought it'd be finished it today, but they proved me wrong last night... :(. MY D1 HAS NO RESPECT FOR OTHER PEOPLE AND/OR DEADLINES.

!! More fic!! Is it PoTfic too?

:DDDDDDDDDDD