Tired everyday

[pez]

tarundoru_kun had a nightmare about the tez_plush Chainsaw Massacre...

I feel better after some rest, but the filter stays for now. Figured it's easier to remove people from view than to remove myself from LJ, and it's also going to help in stopping me blowing up at people. It's not "OMG I HATE J00 GET OUTTA MY LJ" because I'd have (even temporarily) used the defriending button. And I still want to entertain you all with non-sensical plushie photos.

Results of this poll suggests that the majority of us believe bitchslapping and the yelling of TARUNDORU! solves London's problems better than what Ken's done and whatever Boris might do (Just tarundoru it.). Or it just says that we think Tarundoru-kun is cuter than both Ken and Boris. It's probably a bit of both?

It's amazing how a copy of HP7 is already floating around the internet. Somebody had obtained a copy and photographed/scanned the whole thing? That's really some effort.

Writing a side-story to my Rikkai Exchange story. >_> I actually want to write something super-hero-y (serious, not crack), but...

It needs to be pay day soon. My bank accounts are looking horrifyingly skinny.

Comments

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

It is actually important to tell people I'm not reading them. Some friends, giving_ground, for example, has a habit of asking me things in her own entries, but she isn't on my temp reading list right now. Sometimes the things she asks are quite important (like if she can stay over for the night - although that's irrelevant atm since she's overseas. But you see what I mean.)

I admit to being extremely nasty in the post last night. But that was how I felt at the time, and although I feel a bit better now, I think that's the way it is. It was a friends-only post, and I have to assume or believe that my friends can accept a bad side of me, the side that isn't always right or rational.

As for the "stupid" thing, a lot of the time I don't say anything because I'm aware it's only a matter of opinion (eg I think announcing that one's taking x, y and z precautions in case she gets spoiled for HP is complete and utter tardness, but many others don't think so). Other times I just prefer to keep my trap shut. I am aware that there are others who I'm filtering out just because I don't feel like reading about J/KPop, what they ate for dinner and the injustice they faced at work again, and that's no fault of their own, just me being short-tempered, and they may feel I'm tarring them with the same "stupid" brush, but... I felt the need to shout "you're all stupid" without specifically saying which one of you, so that's the way it turned out.

(I go through phrases like this once a year or so, depending. You'll get used to it and eventually just ignore it. XD Some old friends are saying "oh, there you go again"...)

[eames.livejournal.com]

Okay. Thank you for explaining, even if we don't agree. :)

(As a note, my post on LiveJournal that's about to go up is not directed against you, k?)

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

:D

(XD okay~)

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

I can accept that you don't want to deal with all of us sometimes, because I know I get in bad moods and all that, but I do kind of feel hurt. I shouldn't feel as bad as I do - it's not a problem that you're not reading my journal for a bit, as such, but you know I freak out over stuff and I do have a lot of insecurities about friends... it's hard for me to be rational too. It is... yeah, like peacock says, it did sort of feel like I was having it rubbed in my face and that did feel very unpleasant, especially coupled with the comment about insulting your intelligence.

(I wasn't sure if I should say this because I know you'll feel better in a while and all that, but... I think it'll nag at me otherwise. I can kind of see where this is coming from - though I don't know what I did, specifically - but this is how I feel right now. Like you, I'm sure I'll feel better in a while.)

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

Liz, dude, we just talked about Masa in a skirt on IM and not that long ago you stayed over at my place. Don't worry about things.

Everybody's got good and bad points and it's a matter of what one can deal with at any given time.

Right now I'm miffed about you being on holiday with Sarah because I'd been expecting myself to be there also. Which means I don't want to read about what you guys are doing over there, and therefore the filtering. That's all.

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

*sheepish* I can't help it, it just happens? I sort of knew I was being silly but even so... *reassured* (It's easy to start wondering if maybe you did something wrong and didn't realise; it's much harder to stop again.)

Ahh. That, dude, you could've just told us. I can entirely understand that. XD;