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Apr. 13th, 2005 08:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pezI have so much anger stored up in me it's unbelievable.
Thing is, I want to talk about it, but apparently I shouldn' because it involves people and it'll put people into difficult position. And this makes me even more frustrated. Shutting up about something like this is not my style.
But you know what, even if I do talk about it, just because I'm me and she's she, people are going to tell me that I'm wrong or I should forgive or some shit like that.
I don't want to fucking play victim. I want an explanation, one that isn't just SAID but actually MEANS something because apparently the last explanation did nothing.
I want to fucking scream.
Thing is, I want to talk about it, but apparently I shouldn' because it involves people and it'll put people into difficult position. And this makes me even more frustrated. Shutting up about something like this is not my style.
But you know what, even if I do talk about it, just because I'm me and she's she, people are going to tell me that I'm wrong or I should forgive or some shit like that.
I don't want to fucking play victim. I want an explanation, one that isn't just SAID but actually MEANS something because apparently the last explanation did nothing.
I want to fucking scream.
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Date: 2005-04-13 08:29 pm (UTC)