Morning

[pez]

The sunflower (we have one at work, grown from a seed) is dying. Boss insists on just watering it some more although it's obvious it's dying because it's still in a bloody pot that's only 5 inches tall and about the same in diameter but the plant is about 5 feet tall already. And it pisses me off even though I bloody hate sunflowers. But it's not really my sunflower although I water it and stuff, it's the Boss's and hell if I'm going to spend the money to get it a new pot.

Yeah, my life, so exciting that I have to talk about sunflowers.

The shop is out of toy stuffing. Need to find another shop.

Energy levels are low lately. After getting home from work, I eat, watch TV, go to bed before 10 with the laptop.

Because I'm too lazy to IM, Liz if you see this could you please upload this song from my external HD: Music > English > Damien Rice > 9 > The Animals Were Gone? ♥

[edit] Do hate it when people just quote references and expect you to know what they're talking about and make you too afraid to ask in case you look like an idiot. I haven't got the entire British Standard/Design Manual for Roads and Bridges/Traffic Sign Regulations and General Directions/Traffic Signs Manual/every bloody DfT Advisory Note/whatever else is out there memorised and indexed in my head, thankyouverymuch! "Look in Appendix 1/15." Appendix 1-fucking-WHAT-15?


當天衝動不理結果 怎可分清楚
你怪我 我怪你 難以負荷
一息間的失控 實在沒法躲
這記耳光已 無情地絕望地剩下我一個

究竟你係邊一種父母
有句說話 老豆養仔仔養仔
你送佢去 (等佢返黎)
係想佢做一個黃皮膚既鬼仔
定係想個女 淨係識得落蘭桂湊鬼
你要繼續投機 俾多多錢 (你要讀書俾心機)
你唔要有你地有代溝 又要佢去地球既另外一面
問你點收 但你可能覺得自己無本事
揹唔起家 (家呢一個字) 呢一個字
你唔俾佢呢樣個樣 驚佢學壞
但養佢又無心機 睇住佢大
呢一個仔由細到大
點都覺得自己父母 一世失敗
只不過佢地又係 咁樣捱大 個包袱咁大
幾時至還得清呢一筆兒女債

如果當初妳唔係咁既態度
今時今日 又點會行錯呢一條路

我與你縱使有錯難解開心裡鎖

假如你真係努力過 咁從頭黎過
我諗 又會係另外一個結果

悲哀的心輕輕撫摸 越錯誤越逃避我

日日返親屋企都係見到家嘈屋閉
你教我 點樣可以繼續再留低 (唔想留抵)
同佢傾親偈 都係講埋D錢銀問題
有無關心過我日常生活既一切

點解由細到大都係自己去解決問題
老豆你為左自己拋抵個屋企無再返黎 無所謂
俾人睇低 俾人當我係孤兒仔
同阿媽一齊 都係為左發生關係

我回頭又再遇從前 落寞伴著落日 往昔家中的抱怨
我願為你花去力氣 告別舊有隔膜 讓我跟她再一起

成日叫我學下邊個邊個邊個個仔
做份也野工 讀緊也野系
我想話俾你知 生我出黎唔係同人比賽鬥威
唔好成日叫我黎同人地比高低

時間一轉眼 點追都追唔返
諗返起細個又曾經作反 出去玩
唔想返屋企覺得屋企好煩
書又唔讀 工又唔返
玩到唔知時間 光陰一去不返

無得揀 做人都係得個幾廿年時間
我諗一諗 供書教學其實都好大負擔

我地既出世就好似一張簽爆左既信用卡
分期攤還 最後發覺回頭太難

我諗都係時候平心靜氣坐返低
去彌補同父母惡劣既關係

呢個世界根本就無解決唔到既問題
最怕你自閉 自己越轉越迷

Comments

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

:D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

D1 D1 D1 D1 D1

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

IT HURTS. THIS STORY FUCKING HURTS.

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

O_O

WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THEM THIS TIME

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

WELL.

BAD THINGS.

I'M TRYING TO DECIDE IF THIS SHOULD BE NIOUBUSE OR YABUSE. >>

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

UM. WELL. YOU DID ALREADY ABUSE NIOU IN FIC RECENTLY...

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

That's what I'm thinking. But it makes more sense to hurt Niou in this one, too. orz

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

He is far too easy to abuse. *guilt* >>;;; (We're so mean. It's that "hurting the ones you love" thing again, isn't it?)

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

>>

*tries to iron out details so that it's actually LOGICAL and less cheesy but just goes dahjksdhakldhasda and wants to curl up into a ball*

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

You broke yourself with just the idea of the fic? Oh dear... *concerned for D1's sanity and safety* XD

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

It's not really that tragic compared with other things I've written, but somehow this one is blowing my mind to pieces. =_=

Now, maybe I should put it on hold and see if D1 Exchange happens, maybe it'll fit the request I'll get...

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

TBH if the idea is there now I'd write it, or it might escape...

...or maybe it's only my fic ideas that do that. orz

Let's brew!

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

Yeah... but sometimes they get better (or worse, depending on your viewpoint) if you let it brew for a while...

Re: Let's brew!

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

I suppose... :)

(Niou seems afraid that the 'worse' bit is his viewpoint. XD )