Fuck you, England.

I tried to find ways to describe the state of my mind, and considered letting tez_plush tell you what happened today.

But I think I'll just put it in one sentence: I can't fucking do this anymore.

The world is clearer once you've stopped crying

I'm cold and tired and angry, and eating microwave lasagne. I have another viewing tomorrow at 2pm. This is with an agent so at least the person should show up and not leave me standing around in the cold in random street at Stratford. 死仆街. It should also not turn out to be a council flat, as the one in Whitechapel was. It was very nice inside, the location was fine, I'm allowed to keep my cat and it was very cheap, but it was a council flat. In a scary council estate. Er, no. If I had known the guy wanted only £450 a month (all inclusive!) I wouldn't have even gone because I'd know there was a catch to it. But he didn't specify the rent initially.

It's bad, how £150pw or £160pw is like the decisive difference that tells you whether you can rent the place or not. Life'd be so much easier if I'm not paying £300 a month on travel.

In other news, I watched the first episode of the Jigoku Shoujo live action drama. I wouldn't download it if not for Kazuki, since I watched the anime and found it really boring. The drama was equally boring.

Shiraishi Kuranosuke (Shitenhouji's buchou, the guy with bandages on his arm) has somehow made it into my fic as well. What the...

I'm going to write some fic now, and try not to throw up.

Loot

[edit] I'm giving these away for free <3, if you need to pay it'll just be to cover P&P.

Got some unwanted things. If anybody wants them, poke me before I give them away to a charity shop next week.

( Manga, novels, DVDs )

I don't mind sending DVDs out if you pay me the shipping back, but books and manga are heavy and so not worth the postage, so I'll just give them to anyone I can physically meet.

I haven't watched Torchwood, but...

John Barrowman is on Friday Night with Jonathan Ross right now on TV, in case any UK Torchwood fan wanna know.

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Flicking through old Glay magazines, I found that I have a mag from January 1998 and it's got a Hide interview in it. :O