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Just as I suspected when I woke up on Sunday afternoon, finally got to check my work email and it was me being stupid on Saturday (although I still blame Karen for unclear messages), I should be meeting her this coming Saturday instead.

......I know. (but at least this gives me another week to think of a present for her)

Must be the third time in a row that I've got "crappy" as my current mood. The thing is, there is no reason for me to be sick, it's all in the mind, all in the mind.

Wish there are more meetings in London so that I can work from home afterwards. Don't like coming to the office trying to look busy but actually with nothing to do other than poke at the report that I can't really edit (despite the client thinking otherwise).

Due to the feeling of general crappiness, I haven't got my Christmas cards ready. With any luck I can send them tomorrow and hopefully they'll still reach my friends before Christmas Day... if not, I'm sorry. Just haven't been very organised lately.

My sister got me a new mug for work. I'll take a photo to show later.

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I'm writing this because otherwise I'll fall asleep on the keyboard.

The other day Sai asked me what drawing it is on my desktop. It's a drawing of Rikkai all wrapped up in one big red scarf (and Niou in a kilt <3) by tongari. He asked if it's done using markers and I said nah, loads of people use photoshop, OC and Painter to do these things. He's very good at Shop (architecture people, see), but doesn't know about the other stuff. So I reinstalled OC and showed him. He picked up my tablet and began doodling away. Annnd...

I. HATE. ARCHITECTS. (or, part-3-not-yet-architects. I know a lot of them because of my sister) Every single one of them, they pick up a tablet or a piece of paper and FUCK WHY CAN THEY DRAW LIKE THAT, AND THEY CALL IT JUST DOODLING!!! Seriously, all the part-3s I know are bloody artists. Arrrrrrgggghhhh!!! *tears hair out*

Really. I know the only way to get better is to practice more. But seeing people like Sai, or my sister, or the others... I wonder why I even bother >_< Should stick to writing instead.

Now I go back to editing the report. I'm on page 92 yay! Only 97 more pages to go <3