THIS IS HOW THE FIC WILL END.

[pez]

I am writing a fic that is currently 3500 words long and should have ended 3500 words ago. Why am I even writing it, I ask myself. (The answer is: I just want to write the final scene.) Why is every fic I write a bit worse than the previous one, I ask myself. (The answer is: suckage needs no explanation.) Why are my D1 so un-D1-like, I ask myself. (The answer is: they're tricking me.)

(I'm so good at blaming everyone and everything else.)

Contemplating trimming down the flist. It's not something I usually talk about, I kinda just go and hit defriend rather than make a post giving reasons/telling people to say aye. But there are people who I comment to every now and then, but they don't reply to my comments or comment on my entries. That's saying something, right? I should take the hint and bugger out of people's lives, hmm?

Turning attention back to work. And fic. Oh fic, why don't you just self-destruct?

Comments

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

It doesn't self-destruct because you took away its C4. THAT IS SO MEAN.

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

C4 IS WHEN YOU AGREE TO THE COST ESTIMATE AND SCHEDULE OF WORKS FROM A UTILITY COMPANY AND PAY THEM TO DIVERT THEIR PLANT SO THAT YOU CAN BUILD THINGS THERE.

.............wait, wrong bit of brain.

I WILL JUST HAVE TO MAKE ROCKS FALL.

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

Yes. It's also a type of Citroën. And the channel with all the porn. BUT THESE ARE NOT WHAT YOU STOLE FROM YOUR FIC. Unless you did. Maybe you steal everything. ;__;

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

Channel Five is the one with all the porn. C4 just has naked people running around.

I'LL JUST KILL THEM ALL.

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

Oh fine, near enough. C4 was the one with the dubious people in animal suits and the one with the documentary about the... lifesize dolls... D:

THAT'S THE SPIRIT.

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

All people in animal suits are dubious. (Remember Minami Keisuke?)

NIOU AND YAGYUU, A PLAGUE O' BOTH YOUR HOUSES!

[firescribble.livejournal.com]

COMMENTING IS FOR LOSERS AND COWARDS.


*cough*

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

I COMMENT ON YOUR COMMENT.

[firescribble.livejournal.com]

I COMMENT!WHORE MYSELF AT YOUR COMMENT

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

WHORING IS GOOD. RENJI APPROVES.

[solaas.livejournal.com]

You peole are all mental.

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

Renji approves of mental.

[semishade (from livejournal.com)]

I am currently writing a fic which is 14,000 words long and was meant to be a humorous drabble explaining why all these random characters were living together in Sims 2 (when I was still playing them that way 2 years ago).

I've heard that there is a risk with short stories generally of essentially writing the same thing over and over which maybe makes it harder to approach stuff with a fresh eye?

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

Oh wow. XD

Mine is not supposed to be particularly short or long... it probably just is not supposed to be. Shouldn't exist. Bad idea.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_sabriel/]

I only comment when I have something constructive to say? Which is like only...0.01% of the time.

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

That's not a problem! The problem is when I comment on their LJ and they don't take notice, AND ignore my LJ too. Gives off a bad feeling.

[animegoil.livejournal.com]

DON'T LEAVE ME BEHIIIIIND. I don't comment much cause ... college sucked up my life... but I enjoy reading your entries and fics ^_^

(Damn D1 and their tricks)

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

That's not what I mean - I mean people who ignore my comments on their LJ AND ignore my LJ as well!

(Damn them. ;;)

[dshae47.livejournal.com]

They're tricking me too. :(

(Hahaha, and I've been telling myself that my wanting to scrap everything and start from scratch must be a GOOD SIGN... COPING MECHANISMS FTW sob)

PS. Am I one of those people? If I am, nooooo don't cut me, I love reading your LJ even if I keep to myself most of the time. I'll comment more often if that bothers you.

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

:(

(Keep going! Just tarundoru it!)

Luckily the one I'm writing is not for the exchange (I FINISHED THE EXCHANGE FIC *dances*), so there won't be a severely disappointed recipient.

Noooooo. I meant people who ignore my comments on their LJ and ignore my LJ too.

[dshae47.livejournal.com]

(You're right... TARUNDORU -_-)

Oh hahaha. I'm trying to put off worrying about my recipient's feelings until I really finish it. Once I have finished, I'll... just... have to pray to the Gods of Beta Reading not to go easy on me and work a miracle for me. Or something XD. I thought it'd be finished it today, but they proved me wrong last night... :(. MY D1 HAS NO RESPECT FOR OTHER PEOPLE AND/OR DEADLINES.

!! More fic!! Is it PoTfic too?

:DDDDDDDDDDD

[kedi-kedi.livejournal.com]

Yeah but do they woohoo? If so you're onto a winnner XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*rubs Pez's brain*

[yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com]

They don't! ;; It's another one of those "WHY ARE YOU GUYS EVEN KISSING???" fics. T______________T

[kedi-kedi.livejournal.com]

;.;

[crystalusagi.livejournal.com]

I know exactly how you feel. Did I mention my fic is back to zero words (AGAIN)? Aadsljafifj *stabs at things* This is still all Yagyuu's fault somehow.

I have people like that, and I think it may mostly be my fault, since I post so little, and about so much nothingness. But I keep thinking "What if I become active again and want to talk to them?" Because I'm a pack-rat when it comes to people or something? It's always a bit sad to defriend someone you never really got to know all that well. It's like letting go of the chance to become closer.

*rambles* Can you tell I'm trying to procrastinate? XD

Don't give up on fic! =D