I need to get this off my chest before I sleep

[pez]

Well, last year today, there was this. And last year around this period the-girl-formerly-known-as-Ebbii, who promised to help me run Fusion, suddenly decided she didn't like me anymore and pulled out of the two RPs she had with me and defriended me without giving a reason (when the night before we were chatting happily over AIM). Which caused a lot of grief and trauma (for me. I don't think she felt anything) which I won't go into.

This year today, I see two resignations, which is fine, but WHAT IS IT WITH PEOPLE WHO FAIL TO CONTACT THE MOD FIRST? Because, you know, JUST AS A SHOW OF RESPECT?

And sometimes I think, why do I even bother? There were 3 mods to Fusion, 2 of whom have basically ditched (Lina I don't blame, she was forced into it in the first place). So now there's just one of me. Which is fine if the other mod doesn't still phantomly appear every now and then and I don't get people like Ebbii who promised to help and then disappear from my life.

I bother because, of course, I love Fusion and I love the people who are making it work. It's just that, every now and then, I sit and think, why?

Comments

[caffeinic.livejournal.com]

*snugs lots*

I don't know how good I'd be at mod stuff (because PT there is like, no modding anymore, let alone an RP XD;; ) But if you ever need help or something, don't be afraid to ask. ♥

[giving-ground.livejournal.com]

I know this isn't really helpful, but I very much enjoy stalking the Fusion RP. It's very enjoyable to read. ;)

*hugs*

[shiroibara.livejournal.com]

Fusion = ungodly amounts of fun. Joining it was one of the best things I did. I still wibble at your asking me to do so. =) I'm in it for the long haul with you, Pez. Buchou power~!

*squishes, just because*