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Pez ([personal profile] pez) wrote2008-09-03 05:20 pm
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Ah, nothing beats a good dose of IM bitching. Right now I feel like I've done some reaaaaally nice, long stretches and all my bones and muscles are going "ahhhhh~~~~~~".

(sort of) Randomly, I still think it's strange the way some people seem to know a lot about me but they've never talked to me before. As in they'd know me as Pez rather than [livejournal.com profile] yuki_scorpio, they can recall the fics I've written, know my nationality, all of that. And I only know about them by their LJ names, since I've seen them around on other people's LJs and communities - and that's all. I only find out they know much about me when the topic comes up during a big chat or on someone else's journal or when their friends and I meet in RL. It somehow feels like I'm missing out on something, as if I really should try to be friends with these people - only I'm not sure if they want me to since they know that much and still never said hi to me, ever. It's on the same level of strange as being asked "hey, have you seen [someone]'s latest post? SO FUNNY." and I refresh my flist but can't see it because I've been filtered out for unknown reasons (if it's just funny, surely there's no need to keep me out of it?) BUT. It's someone else's LJ, so whatever they do is whatever they do. I'm not going to get my panties in a twist over that! It's just weird, that's all, the way the internet works. Always fills me with a sense of bewilderment.

Randomly on top of the randomly - why do people believe so much in filters/f-locks anyway? Computers are just computers, LJ accounts are just accounts. They can be hacked into. People can also have fellow LJ users or any other friends visiting, and whatever happens to be on their computer screen will be read by other people. They can actually be living with other LJ users/people you don't want to read whatever it's been posted. And then, of course, there are the wankers who pretend to be friends with you. The chance is always there. What you absolutely cannot let the Internet see probably simply have no place on LJ. Filters just aren't nearly as absolute as people may think...
selarne: green flower (PoT - Eiji :D)

[personal profile] selarne 2008-09-03 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
*is also kind of intimidated by you* I like to read the comments of other people and that's the only reason I know too much about everyone on the Internet.

F-locks only bother me because it means I have to login to see anything.

[identity profile] yuki-scorpio.livejournal.com 2008-09-03 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
But why? D: I'm not intimidating! I'm just loud. >>
selarne: green flower (Default)

[personal profile] selarne 2008-09-03 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know...Probably because I think I'll look wonderfully dumb. @_@; I'm scared of lots of people on my flist that way.