You know, this is irrelevant and so random but, while reading the word Gattaca in your journal, my brain made out of the usual crazy, planted this idea in my head. What if... Rush was never that innocent and unawares, what is he knew exactly what he was and what his role was but due to a strange survival instinct dubbed with a need to belong, he subconsciously blocked all that info, then, even as it was starting to surface and he became more and more aware, he was faking ignorance until the info was apparent to everybody so there was no need to fake his innocence.

Sorry it's probably silly but, its in my nature I guess to refuse to believe anybody is that ignorant, besides, psycho Rush seems more hawt to me... imagine the implications of his mental disorder and the way he is coping with his fucked up psychological state while playing this innocent easy going dude while sitting on a closet stuffed with skeletrons.

I stfu now and go fantasize about a Rush who is more fucked up inside then David or anybody could ever begin to comprehend.

P.S. There's a fun idiom in my country that would roughly translate as "Grooming your gnomes" that means minding your sanity.

"I need to groom my gnomes while talking to Jane" - "I need to mind my sanity (preserve my sanity) while talking to Jane" XD